Laying in bathtub holding a wine class and I cut my wrist..
I was looking out the window of hotel room.. it was early morning and I was cold..
Big sigh.. I realize this was almost hundred years ago..
It still bothers me something likely won't be fully resolved ..
I get depressed this time of the year..

And in spring of 1970 I took my life with heroin overdose
Mentally unstable for what was done to me..
Hippies were not all happiness.. I was starving and addicted to drugs
That life was not happy one.
Some has been resolved.. As more people who survived it.
The truth is coming out..
I want that place were all evil happened destroyed ..
