In the Wicca 101 section there is a correspondence list. I'm sure you'll find the into you need to craft with, and which you will be able to tune to your identity. And well done, re. Knowing yourself.
We travel a winding path, not a straight highway. Life-purpose isn't often spelled out for us, but waits to be discovered, little by little. We find it a piece at a time, so that we understand each portion before being able to advance to the next. So id suggest a working aimed at disclosing your next meaningful step.
When we want knowledge, then working with the elemental colors, and materials associated with the East properties (in a Wiccan path) is helpful, so you might look up those.
There may be some skill you need to develop to help you, or psi ability to boost intuition at this time.
Find a stone with many crisscrossed lines on it ... use it as a symbolic map to find your way.