Seeking a fight

[Ashrend]

For awhile now I have noticed that alot of my mannerisms and most of what I have learned on my path has been subconsciously angled towards being ready for a fight. From energy manipulation to my first wand's properties being that for fighting. I wanted people opinions as to why this may be whether it's just something from my environment and youth or something else. Is there something I can funnel this into? I'm not seeking to harm beings and I'm aware of things like the hunt and Herne but I'm unsure what I can do with this

[nightshroud]

hmm I see

[SpiritTalker]

You could say those are the same attributes used in manifesting the will to overcome obstacles. You might also have a natural qualities of soul retrieval & assisting the brainwashed to recover, which is a specialty practice.

[Ashrend]

You could say those are the same attributes used in manifesting the will to overcome obstacles. You might also have a natural qualities of soul retrieval & assisting the brainwashed to recover, which is a specialty practice.

Do you have any more information about those things so I may research it more myself or other subjects?

[SpiritTalker]

Manifesting the will is fancy speak for spell casting and I don't have any lengthy info on soul retrieval. It's a shamanic skill for healing emotional scars. When we get hurt or brutally used, we retreat and block off the part of the soul that hurts. We disassociate and fragment to survive. And we lose a part of our soul-self. A skilled healer can reunite the fragments and this brings healing thru natural functions. This is often depicted as descent into the lower realms where battle is made to retrieve and return with the fragmented parts. Can't think of any specific web sites, so just search "soul retrieval" & dive in.

I believe it involves untangling etheric threads around the person & then following the essential one's to the persona's fragmented parts.

I have personally received this healing and the reunion occurred spontaneously (actually when I was out for a walk in the park). While completely painless it was a bit like being pole axed. It resolved many hefty issues.

On a lighter note, as a preteen I had a flashing temper. One day I realized I didn't like how I felt when I was angry - sullen, bitter, hostile, but also powerful - so I decided to use the power to transform the feelings into good energy. I called it "trans-mogrify" from the Calvin and Hobbes cartoon. I would imagine my hurt or anger all in a bundle of spikes and snarled, rusty coils, held in my belly and command it to "transmogrify". It immediately melted into crystal clear water, and refreshment, cleansing me of all anger in the process. (I wondered why nations didn't do this).

So all these years later, today I was reading on the Trad Witch forum about Peruvian magic in the Andes mountains, where they Ingest negative energies in their stomachs, just like digestion. They retain the nourishing good, and expel the crap into the Earth where it is absorbed and transformed to make good things grow.

Energy can't be created or destroyed, but it can be transmuted. If someone throws bad energy at me, i can "transmogrify!" and give me a blessing. Once the energy is in my ball park, it's mine to shape as I want. This is so much healthier than return-to-sender, where it can be sent back to me again and again. When energy is transmuted, the battle ends.

[barker]

For a good long time, I was stuck in "flight" (not "fight") mode. I just kept teaching myself self-defense and zen until my life force got thru it. All good now.

Dancing might have helped...

[Ashrend]

Manifesting the will is fancy speak for spell casting and I don't have any lengthy info on soul retrieval. It's a shamanic skill for healing emotional scars. When we get hurt or brutally used, we retreat and block off the part of the soul that hurts. We disassociate and fragment to survive. And we lose a part of our soul-self. A skilled healer can reunite the fragments and this brings healing thru natural functions. This is often depicted as descent into the lower realms where battle is made to retrieve and return with the fragmented parts. Can't think of any specific web sites, so just search "soul retrieval" & dive in.

I believe it involves untangling etheric threads around the person & then following the essential one's to the persona's fragmented parts.

I have personally received this healing and the reunion occurred spontaneously (actually when I was out for a walk in the park). While completely painless it was a bit like being pole axed. It resolved many hefty issues.

Thank you this is extremely helpful, I dare say there may be a fair few fragments for me to collect so this seems like a good way to funnel this fight response I have. Thank you

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[Ashrend]

For a good long time, I was stuck in "flight" (not "fight") mode. I just kept teaching myself self-defense and zen until my life force got thru it. All good now.

Dancing might have helped...

I suppose that's something il have to do as well but the other way round. During this summer I don't intend to meditate amongst the wilderness which may help settle me down and reduce the noise in my head to be able to accept peace and serenity

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