Postby SpiritTalker » Tue Jul 05, 2016 7:38 pm
Sounds like you've got this 'n that pulling you every which way which is scattering your energy so you bounce all over the place. Nobody could be expected to handle spells without focus, and you probably shouldn't even try for now. Can you get some time alone, to walk quietly, without thinking or feeling? Get away from the ruckus for two hours? To just BE, and settle down into your own self. Once you get yourself under control, then you're able to sort out what the priorities are amidst the confusion, and focus on just the topmost important issues. Other people are mostly spam...but not the hubby or kids. But you come first, otherwise the rest overwhelms.
Edit- so while I was typing, Corvidus said it better.