what could it mean?

[Lakeraven84]

For about 2 weeks or so i keep seeing my own name everywhere i go. I look on a website its there. Iturn on the radio someone with my name announces some commercial. I have a relative who likes to listen to police scanners and they were heading to a street and the name of the street happened to be mine. My name is not unusual but not real common either. Most of my life i hardly see or here my name like that very much. Ive tried searching the internet for what could be the significance of this and cant find no answer. All i could find was when u see other ppls names or numbers.

[azriel]

It may be the universes way of saying that you need to focus on yourself more. Sometimes we spend so much effort on working with outside forces, that we neglect our own needs. Try to think if there is something, physical, mental, emotional, or spiritual that you think might be lacking or in need of a little attention.

Azriel
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[Lakeraven84]

Well about 6 months ago i left a terrible relationship where i was always sacrificing my needs and constantly catered to him. Got sick of it hes gone end of story i hope. My point is since then ive been having alot of me time. Hmmm... Maybe its trying to tell me i need i need to focus less on me lol. Gosh that sounds bad lol

[azriel]

I do not know if this is saying too much, but, sometimes when people break-up or a deep relationship (not necessarily romantic in nature) ends, one can feel empty or worse, feel guilty or blame themselves for what happened. This can turn to a form of self-loathing or hate, which is not healthy for an individual or for those around them. Having too much free time does not really help since it gives one time to ponder about this one aspect allows those feelings to fester.

I truly doubt they would try to tell you to focus less on you by placing your name everywhere. Maybe, there is some self-love and self-discovery that needs to be done.

Azriel
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[Lakeraven84]

Yeah that makes sense. It was a very very deep connection. Deeper than i could have ever imagined feeling with another person. At first i felt good about my decision for finally standing up for myself and walking away. Happy and liberated even. I still feel i did the right thing, But lately the loss of such a deep connection has set in and it sucks

[SnowCat]

Trauma hurts more when it's healing than it does when it happens.

Snow

[Lakeraven84]

Thank you i needed to hear that actually. Both of you have been very helpful. Thank you