Need help! I need a spell for courage, etc. PLZ 

[pandoram]

This is a bit personal but will help you guys understand better what I need.

In march I was diagnosed with hodgkibs lymphoma. I am stage 4 which is the highest it goes. Means I have it all over my body and in my bones as well.

Anyways I was signed up for 12 chemo treatments. Most were easy until I was forced to get an immune booster shot with each chemo. Well those shots are torture. They cause me to have headaches, body aches and fevers.

I was finally able to get off those Shiraz but now today I find out that with me last 2 chemo treatments, I have to get that shot again.

I was coming in here today happy and with courage and now after they told me about the shot, I'm devastated, crying and scared.

I need a spell or potion or something to help me get my courage back and not allow this this to distroy me.

[shadowx]

I cant help with a spell however you need to look at the bigger picture here. Two days? Maybe three of fever and pain and then it's over until the next one, go through the fever/pain once more and that's it. The skies clear and things are better. You are looking at the future and seeing two massive, horrible looking walls (the treatments) and failing to see the path that lies beyond and in between. Rise up above it and look over the walls and dont let yourself get bricked in by them. Easier said than done i know....

[WitchyLady506]

having watched many people go through chemo and seen the people who don't get the immune booster shots, believe me, you want them. You only have to do this a couple more times. You've done it 10 times before, what's 2 more.

[Traumwandlerin]

You can get through this time in dissociation, if you are able to do it properly.I am able to shut out completly every feeling of my body and get myself in a nice and dreamy state for hours and even days. This is better to reach when you have actually pain. And you can train this.

How long till your next shot? How skilled are in in trance, meditation?

You could start with visualisation a place of power. Yo have it actually more easy since you know the pain that will come. Go to this place, calm yourself down and think of the pain. You don't want to feel the pain as pain, so you have transform it into another feeling. What feeling and image would feel ok, not painful, or even nice? Connect it, feel how this will transform into the other feeling and get the feeling as vivid as you could.

Do this a few times until you really feel the transformation.

Than you need to set a trigger. The shot could be a perfect trigger. But I don't know when the symptons set in. Chose a moment where the symptons should soon start and which is strongly connected with the pain. Imagine this moment and its details and then connect it with these positive images and feelings you've trained.

You are able to dissociate pain, everyone is, especially when pain is high. So be sure you know this training will have an effect. Make a fight out of it. Show yourself that you are able to beat pain. And don't fear the shot, be glad about it, cause it will not only give you life but also give yourself a chance to show yourself how strong you are. Make sure to repeat every day to yourself that you can't wait to get the shot cause the experience will be great when you will feel you inner strength.


I used this technic several times and it worked perfectly. The best experience was childbirth without any drugs and without pain. But there were several other occasions.

Good luck. You are strong. You are able to do it.

[pandoram]

Thank youall so much. I will try meditation and visualization. I'm not to
Good at it but will try.