I am an introvert who becomes an Extrovert when I feel comfortable. I'm an older soul who does well on his own, bachelor life, single life, Hermit life lol. I've come a long way with spirituality in general, done a lot of research into various spiritual subjects, both dark and light. I consider myself a Balanced Wizard. I dip into the dark and the light, however, I always remain balanced and never become just 1 or the other, I remain a good person.
In my experience thus far, I have found that way back in the old days before religion became religion as we know it to be today, that the term "Witch" pertained to both Men and Women. That the term with defined both. Over time the term was broken into sub categories similar to a music genre having 11 different subgenres, similar to the word Queer and Queer representing all, but then sub categories created thus making Queer LGBT. Queer represent all. It's not necessarily saying you are gay or whatever, to me, it's saying you are weird and different. I identify as Bisexual. I prefer to be with a woman, however, my mind thinks Queer. I have thought of both, but never go through with my thoughts, it's like watching Horror movies... you watch for entertainment purposes, you never repeat what you watch. My thinking is similar, I have thoughts, but never act on those thoughts.
I stopped having sex at the age of 24, I turn 40 this year, I don't care for having a partner like people think I should, I do eventually want a partner, but not for the sake of sex, I want to fall for everything else, then the sex becomes a true spiritual connection, everlasting. Too many people think sex before actual true love, I think about everything else before the sex. Either or, I have remained single 16 years now, I've been told through spiritual research that those who remain sex free and only do self-satisfaction, these people become more aware after 10 years over others. Likely why a priest has to wait 10 years with no sex before they can become. I don't care about a relationship till I have a secure financial outcome. Now is not that time.
I've researched many religions, i've studied many crafts. And my conclusion is this - - - You don't really need crystals and gems and altars and all that extra stuff, if your mind is strong and in tune with Nature and Spirit, all you have to do is think about it. It's your mind providing the power, chanting, for instance.. You believe it's happening because as a group the energy is potent, but with discipline and patience and practice, you can achieve it using nothing but your own mind. I have gems and crystals, but before I moved into that direction, I had nothing. The power of the mind is a serious tool you can use with the right intention. Some of you will not agree, some of you will understand what I mean. That's okay.
I make music, I create it, I design it, I do my own mixing, I do my own mastering, I do my own CD art, and I take my own photography. I literally do it all, but do keep in ind, this was not achieved by selling my soul lol, this took me a solid 6 years to create and perfect. I've become my own Independent Artist. I make all sorts of music, Hiphop-Trap-House-Techno-Drum n Bass - RnB- Easy Listening, and Pop. I like a variety. Making music is like ADHD for me, I get bored. Having a Variety is Key. I have over 1400 Solid days into what I do. OBSIDIAN WIZARD - Available on most streaming platforms - Apple Music, Itunes, Deezer, Spotify, Beatport. I've even gone as far as to get a custom license plate named WIZARD for the vehicle. If you enjoy Bass, Quality Bass, you will enjoy my music.
I made this account months back when I removed myself from social media. I wanted to wait till I had my life in order and something to show. I now have something to show, and now I involve myself with this community. I respect both sides fully, the dark side, and the light side, for without dark, how would you know what is light? Together they for Balance. My goddess of choice is Goddess Hel. I believe in Jesus, God, and other gods, I believe they all existed at one point in time. I support societies as well. I am not in a cult, I remain solo. I prefer working alone. But I'm never alone, I have spirits around all the time. I'm that person who enjoys the graveyard and goes there often to pay his respects to the dead, including Masons. I'm that person who seems to absorb information and learns with minimal research. I consider myself balanced.
Why Obsidian Wizard? Because Obsidian is used for Shadow Work and protection. I've done a lot of shadow work to get this far in life positively. Obsidian for me represents everything I've overcome. Also, Goddess Hel helps to overcome and learn from the shadow side. Together they work wonders. I've evolved in so many ways, it's somewhat crazy to think about. Also, my vehicle is Black on Black. Obsidian is her name. It's fitting
This is a long intro, I agree. As stated above, I wanted to wait till I had a solid foundation to work from before introducing myself to this community. I wanted to show my music and the quality backing it. One day I will be offering Mixing and Mastering as a package deal for an affordable, friendly price to those who like the sound I produce. I do not read notes. I literally go by ear. I use the APC40 DJ/Studio controller. This was built for the people, to help heal them with my music, for every song tells a story and is not repetitive. Music for healing, Mixing and Mastering done the same day in order to help people achieve in the music industry. And eventually when it takes off, donations towards the Disability Act, and Donation to help Preserve Nature. Good goals, positive plans, and the backing of nature.
I reside in Whitehorse Yukon Canada.
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