What to make of this?

[Sakura Blossom]

I am not sure what this is. I went outside today, and spent a good hour out there, getting to know the feeling of the nature around my house. I sat under a tree after looking it over and asking its permission to do my work there, and it let me. While I sat there, I got the name Mar or Marr while talking with it.

This is all I remember, honestly. I snapped out of this state with a dry mouth and dry eyes. I felt really strange and drained, and I was definitely in a deep meditative state because when I looked at my clock, I saw fifteen minutes had passed and I didn't even realize it.

I don't know what to make of this, though. I think it was the spirit of the tree or possibly the spirit guarding the tree. While I did this, there was a very large black bird on the tree near me, on the top branches making odd sounds. It is a type of bird I have never seen near this house. I work with the fey, and had to wonder if it was one in disguise watching me.

I had all good feelings while talking with this spirit, so does this mean that it isn't bad? Usually I know by now, if something was negative or not. The entire day I felt amazing too, and I just didn't feel anything bad from it.

I just don't know how to process this information or what to make of that name. Haha. Looking it up, it means "lord" and it's also an old Nordic name.

[SpiritDragon]

well I looked down the list at unanswered messages. I stopped on yours to see if I might answer it.. Seems you answered it yourself however . But I laughed because my name is Marj. .. You got Mar from the tree ..

[MsMollimizz]

Finally branching out and into new boards I have not been too...
Sakura, sorry I'm a year late LOL !
Might I suggest you borrow energy from Mother Earth before you
do things like this so you don't get drained ? Then you can return
what energy you didn't use back to her ? She's always willing to
to lend some of her energy to assist us with our endeavors...
Just a thought !
Gentle Red Light
MsMollimizz