Dubh Barin: A couple of things just for you.
1. (from original post in this line.) "post Military."
? You lost me on that one. Or is this a case of the Dislexia attaking your fingers. (Pardon my mispellings. I am quite tired at the moment.)
2. Don't feel bad. A lot of people join the Air Force (Air Farse) and hate it. You are not alone in your hatred. My brother in law feels for you. (He was AFROTC)
3. I'll make a trade with you. I'll light a candle to the Goddess for an end to your troubles if you'll light one for me to help with my rage issues. I currently have enough stress/tension/anger in me that it has become a solid knot of tension in my muscles from my ribs all the way to my shoulder blade. (Feels like a fence post.) Deal?
This is just what I felt I nneded to say. Take as you will.
: "Hey, I'm a guy....I'm here.....(pouts.)
Blessed be to all who seek it.
WW.
The greatest advice I was ever given: It matters not what you believe. Only that you believe it wholeheartedly.