A wolf is the first image that comes to my mind whenever I close my eyes and think of an animal. I have always loved them and tried to love by their rules. Now,reading about them as spirit animals,it would make sense why the wolf is trying to help and guide me and I guess he is somehow successful. I read in an article about spirit animals,how people with this spirit animal start to behave and recognised most aspects of the mentality.
I have this strong connection with the wolf that makes me believe he is always by my side.
I also had this dream that felt extremely real about me and some colleagues surviving an airplane crush and surviving. We are in a forest,nobody knows where this is,and they don't listen to me ( this always happens in the real life too) and we all split up. I know some things about survival and manage to kill a stag,cook it and give some of it to a wild wolf that keeps growling at me. Eventually he becones my friend and protector and helps me find the others and build a village. He also keeps the order there.
I had thever same dream repeatedly as a kid and a few days ago,it came back.
Doing the funny"what is your spirit animal" tests,resulted with the same animal...a deer. It also appeals to my personality but they are just e-tests so I'll wait for a sign.
And the new one,is the sparrow. 3 of them ended dead in front of the door the day after my dedication ritual.
The meaning was either that someone I love is going to die soon (which didn't happen and I so hope it won't) or that the sparrow wants to be my totem. I accepted it as a totem and am still waiting for further signs.
To be honest,I'd like to get some help from a spirit animal that is specialised in healing. I hope one of them will show himself to me.
