My only option is suicide what should I do

[ImperfectAngel]

Thank you Imperfect Angle. You have given me a lot to think about and some things to act upon. My only question is, Why should I talk and expect my stepmother to be able to help and care about me when half of the time she wants me to be someone else.

This is why outside help is better. They can have one on one contact with everyone in the situation. But you can do the same. You need to talk to her, and your dad about how you are feeling. Think about what is really bothering you. Write it down, if you need to. And be open to the other side. This way your feelings are validated and you can also see what their feelings are too to fix what needs to be fixed.

[AfootFuzzball]

Demetri hasn't posted in 3 weeks, I really hope he hasn't actually committed suicide

[Moon_Stone]

I agree, AfootFuzzball.

If anyone is feeling similarly, I also second the recommendation of 'reaching out' to a favorite teacher, or the school counselor... you have one, most likely- and this sort of thing is exactly what they are there for (school counselors). Reach out to an adult who can help you get a hold on your feelings of desperation and loneliness. Anyone is better than no one- and reaching out here is the first step.

Bright Blessings to you.

~M

[AfootFuzzball]

I agree, AfootFuzzball.

If anyone is feeling similarly, I also second the recommendation of 'reaching out' to a favorite teacher, or the school counselor... you have one, most likely- and this sort of thing is exactly what they are there for (school counselors). Reach out to an adult who can help you get a hold on your feelings of desperation and loneliness. Anyone is better than no one- and reaching out here is the first step.

Bright Blessings to you.

~M

I feel bad though, because I am so close I could probably be of some help to him. I'm live less than an hour away and I'm in McDonough alot.

[Syndica]

don't kill urself because you can be ur self, u have to believe in ur self. U have so many people here that need and care for u. I know what it's like u want to die, but so many people will miss you. with your stepmom u tell her streight out what u are feeling, it's the only way. the truth will set u free my dear. I want u to be strong. I can feel ur sadness and i can see how strong u are, I read auras and don't be said babes.


hugs and hugs

blessed be

[AfootFuzzball]

don't kill urself because you can be ur self, u have to believe in ur self. U have so many people here that need and care for u. I know what it's like u want to die, but so many people will miss you. with your stepmom u tell her streight out what u are feeling, it's the only way. the truth will set u free my dear. I want u to be strong. I can feel ur sadness and i can see how strong u are, I read auras and don't be said babes.


hugs and hugs

blessed be

Just so you know, he hasn't been on for over a month. I hope it's not what I think it is

[Syndica]

i just want to put his mind at ease. I know what it's like to be sad. I wanted to show that i care what happenens to him because all life is important.

[ImperfectAngel]

Demetri hasn't posted in 3 weeks, I really hope he hasn't actually committed suicide

I've noticed that too....I hope everything is ok

[Demetri4]

I am not dead

[NightRose]

I am glad to hear you aren't dead. Are you doing any better?

[Humilis]

I am not dead

I hope it stay like that.

[Syndica]

agreed there, commiting suicide is not the way to go. I did a reading on you demetri i hope u don't mind. i know ur in deep depression and looking for some help, you should go to emgerancy and tell them u want to die and then they will help u

When i first started seeing visions when i was six years old I couldn't explain it to my mother. years later gets worse and told me i had depression this time. all my life was negative engery and if i haven't found this place i'd be dead. I found the light within myself and learning the craft and taking all that negative engeries a way. I found a way i could help people then thinking of myself. i know it takes time to get out of depths of darkeness but u can do it. I will help you. u can always PM me if u like ok honey.

blessed be

[Emmialle]

Speaking as a person who was suicidal as a teen, can I offer some suggestions? I hope so.

First, every school has a counselor, social worker, psychologist, or other person that fills that position. The law in the US is that a person is considered an adult for mental health purposes at 14. You are old enough to seek help yourself.

Second, I honestly have come to believe that every person has a set time to spend. I have known many people that have made serious attempts to commit suicide without dying, even when doctors were stunned that they were able to survive. Some of them have given themselves long lives filled with serious physical pain and suffering.

Third, life will get better. I did not want to be alive when I was a teen. I had many issues going on, including varying types of abuse, both in my family and from my peers. I am now so very happy I am alive. I have 3 incredible children, 3 wonderful stepchildren, and 11 beautiful grandchildren. I have a wonderful, devoted, loving husband of 13 years, and I have come to love being alive and in this glorious, messy world.

Please find someone to talk to. Life can hurt, but there are ways to survive. You are not here by accident, your life has purpose and meaning and is very valuable.

Please feel free to send me a message. I care.

[Syndica]

hi emmialle,

i suffer from biplor type 1, and i suffer from borderline personaly dis order. i am only one in my school who is pregnant and the people stare and calling me tramp. because my x bf told the whole school that i am pregnant.

[Demetri4]

I know its been a while since I have posted on this thread but I have a problem. I have thoughts of me killing myself but I don't want to kill myself. I want to live. I just need help to get these thoughts out.