breaking a spell/spell of protection- need help

[Dealande]

Let me give you a little background, first.

Growing up my mom always said she was a witch and that grandma, great grandma were and I was to follow in the path, she taught me very little about it and so to me it was just a thing.. nothing taken to serious. Although things with me were very apparent (natural type abilities). Anyways I left home and married a man who became a Christian pastor and I lived that life for many years, but never found peace with him and the more I studied Christianity the more I realized it wasn't for me.

When I left him I moved in with my mom, who during the 16+ years I was gone she really became involved in Wicca and through the years she shared with me things and so I was very interested, so I started to go to circle with her and began learning. The problems started when I started asking too many questions. See they would meet every wed. night to have "class" this was what it was suppose to be a time of learning about the craft. What I found is that it became a bitch session. I am super sensitive to energy and the negative energy that was laid out on those nights would drain me terribly. I tried to lead it away and point out positives. I also asked questions all the time. I have found I do have natural abilities and I was freaking out because stuff was happening to me and I didn't understand it, all I was hoping for was these ladies to help me through this transition period so I could understand it and channel the stuff correctly.

It would always lead back to them complaining about everything- I asked my mom if Wed. nights was really going to be a learning class or was it to be just a time for everyone to focus on all the bad, and if it was looking at the bad stuff in our lives, why do we leave on bad notes instead of listing our bad stuff and then helping each other focus on blessings so we could leave on a positive note. (I have read many times negativity breeds negativity - and positive brings positive) Mom is over sensitive and blows things out of proportion all the time so my asking about learning and not having all the negative - became "chrissy thinks we are all horrible people and we don't know anything and she doesn't want to come because we are not focused on her and her life" Which was not what I was saying but that's what she told all the girls, then I got remarried and she was not happy - because when mom is not happy about life - well, then no one should be and she is mad because I found my soul mate and am finally living my life the way I feel it should be lived. My way not hers. ( I am in my 30's so it's not like I am a kid)

Well, shortly after my wedding she went crazy on me and told me never to come back to circle. Said I couldn't come until I worked out things with her. Which I have no idea what I did, and I have tried to talk to her and all she does is shut me down and tell me I am so horrible.

Since then I have had health issues and other things come about that doctors and that have not been able to figure out. It has cost me my job among other things. When I do talk to her she puts up the "one day you will understand what you did wrong - you will suffer like others do- one day you will learn compassion. (any of my friends will tell you - I would lay down my own life in a heartbeat to save another.)

So I have been wondering for awhile if her and her friends cast some sort of spell on my "to make me learn a lesson" I have heard her say she has done it to others.

so is there something I can do to break this- to protect myself and my husband?

sorry this was sooo long but I wanted people to understand. I need this to be right, I don't want to risk my health or cause harm to her or her friends (they were like my aunts)thanks

[Zili]

I don't belive that you can be cursed unless you allow yourself to be. The health problems you are experiencing could be related through stress. Your relationship with your mother is a huge stress factor, when we are stressed our bodies take a brutal punishment.